Just some of my recent photographs I took.
I'll add more, soon.

Help.Help.Help.

It's currently raining. Not that much. But somewhat..

Anyway..

Two days ago, I was talking to a friend, I've never
met, but we've been talking for about two years now. Usually
I don't do that sort of stuff, because most people are creeps.
But, he's different.
I want to meet him.
He came out by where I live to see me.
But I didn't show up..
I really wanted to. Said I couldn't. But I could have.
Now that I think about it, I'm pissed at myself.
I let that chance go, blow by.
But why?
--"I didn't want to show up by myself"
Do you think that's totally insane?
I do now, but I didn't then.
I mean, what if he kidnapped me? Maybe he was some known kidnapper
I didn't know about.
Turns out, he isn't..
But still.
Anyway, I just wanted to ask for someones help or advice.
It may sound stupid but I really need to know what to do.
I like him..
And he must like me back if he came all the way out here to see me, right?

I’m sitting alone, in my room at this very moment.
suddenly not giving a crap about anyone, at first I cared
for at least two people in my life, but just realizing that
that so called friend doesn’t want me, they don’t NEED me.
so, I say fuck all. You all just think of yourselves way to
fucking much, especially when I try to see, Hm maybe how you
are doing today or how you've been? You just shut me out, and I
thought that we were friends, I thought that for a split second in
the whole entire world, that maybe just maybe you would do the same
for me, but I now know that I was mistaken by a million.

You sadden me every day of my life.
Sometimes I don’t know if you want me in your life anymore, I sure
As hell know you don’t need me.

So much for best friend’s means best, next time don’t promise something
That you sure as hell can’t keep.

You’re a liar.
You’re irresponsible.
You broke my heart..
Completely, this time.













Do you think I'm wrong to think that?